On Her SarcaPsalm

Nakakapahamak ng buhay kapag sa OUTER LIFE e walang wala ang Lord. Pero nakakamatay kung pati sa INNER LIFE e wala pa rin ang Lord. Only God knows how we'll function very well. Nakakagulo ng buhay yung gumalaw ayon sa sistema ng tao.. lalo  na ng ibang tao. Nakakapagod na isipin yung sarili. Tapos nadadagdagan pa yung pagod kapag iniisip mo yung iniisip ng iba. CONSCIOUS ba. I believe kaya puso ang tinitignan ng Lord kasi maliit lang 'to. Magkakaalaman talaga kung ano yung BEST na ilalagay natin dito. malimit na ma-correct ako ng Lord sa mga naiisip ko... tapos feeling ko na agad wala nang kwenta yung mga ginagawa ko. Nakalimutan ko na may puso pa pala ko... anu man yung mga dumaan sa isip ko, hindi yun mababago yung laman ng puso ko. At kung si Lord naman ang laman ng puso ko, hindi ako mabilis madidiscourage. Marami ako naiisip na iniisip sakin ng ibang tao. Kung anong tingin nila sa akin, kung anong iniisip at sinasabi nila sakin... Yun tuloy yung mga nagiging pundasyo

I couldn't explain it in words so. I was just so grateful to be able to sing the greatness of God over my life.  Give me eyes to see more of who You are May what I behold still my anxious heart Take what I have know and break it all apart You my God are greater still No sky contains No doubt restrains From all You are the Greatness of our God And I'm overwhelmed by this: I spend my life to know that I'm far from close    To all You are   The Greatness of our God...

I have been with my highschool friends, one of them asked: "Sino may music sa phone ?" He turned to my phone and said, "May mga kanta yan?"  Pia: "Yup." Friend 2: "Naku! Puro Hillsong yan!" Pia: "Hindi kayaa!"  Then, confidently I added, "...Jesus Culture!" My best friend and I laughed. And I am happy.  I remember what the Lord told me before going to bed last night. The cost of following Jesus Christ. "I will follow You..."  It's a commitment. Engagement. Attachment. Jesus' involvement over our life. It's knowing that I must  do something even if it's against my will, against my convenience. It's gonna be wanting what I do not want to do; loving what I do not love & I haven't loved before. Losing what I have been keeping... But knowing that it's Jesus whom I'm gonna follow, it's gonna be experiencing amazing things and seeing miracles and doing great things! And