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It's sweldo day today so I brought Sunny to Puregold. lol We ended up buying a toy from The SM Store [Yes, they name themselves like that na]. I RARELY buy toys for Sunny because point A it's unnecessary, and point B—as always—ayaw ko ng madaming ligpitin. Only this time she needs to have something to spend her time on aside from being with me [which is all the time] because I need to work, so I can earn decent amount of money for both of us. Less time of working means less earnings. So, there's that. I let her play with our old landline phone though, and the oven toaster we don't use. Don't @ me. READ: Motor skills. She's smart, too, if you get to know her personally. I'm not actually going tell you about those things because the original plan was to buy groceries. So we did. [Umabot lang talaga kami sa SM because we are spontaneous like that. And probably because, life.] It always feels good doing grocery shopping. It is such a RELIEF having to

"Now repent of your sins and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped away. Then times of refreshment will come from the presence of the Lord, and he will again send you Jesus, your appointed Messiah."  Acts 3:19-20 My prayer is that we will once again be WITH Jesus and not just people who knows that there is a Jesus that we should worship. Been through a lot of binding sins and thoughts not pleasing to the Lord. Hindi naman ako nakapatay ng tao pero nakapatay ako ng sariling faith, hope at pag-ibig sa Diyos at sa mga tao. And that, God also sees and considers as sin. And unconfessed sins brings so much sickness to my body and spirit. Yung hormonal imbalance na ang lala sobra. Uncontrollable emotions, anxiety and what-have-you. It was so dark there inside my own self without the light of Jesus. But the past days have been amazing with God moving in my life step by step. I've no words to say in prayer but God is filling my lips with the right thing to

There is one thing, not two or three, that matters.  All is united in one thing: "The work of the Lord." It might be computers. It might be conversions. Whatever it is, in the shadow of your funeral, let it be "the work of the Lord."

Today I have come to understand how Jesus isn't only enduring when He was here. He is—as a matter of fact, at peace . His mind isn't running through some sort of blaming, doubting and hurting. He is not filled by those things towards the Father, or even towards anybody. I understand now, why, in the Lord's prayer, He was able to teach us how the Father in heaven is Faithful. Faithful. Faithful. He is not a father who leaves a house and leaves a home broken. As Jesus said, He is a Father whose will can be done here on earth as it is in heaven.  Loving. Loving. Loving.  David can attest to it; prays, he's never seen a righteous man forsaken nor their children begging bread. And you do too--you never let a loved one go hungry, don't you? Forgiving. Forgiving. Forgiving. Jesus witnessing how much the Father loves—His (Jesus) soiled, calloused feet walking the earth. The confidence that there is greater power in forgiveness. That love is also shown