On Her SarcaPsalm

Nakakapahamak ng buhay kapag sa OUTER LIFE e walang wala ang Lord. Pero nakakamatay kung pati sa INNER LIFE e wala pa rin ang Lord. Only God knows how we'll function very well. Nakakagulo ng buhay yung gumalaw ayon sa sistema ng tao.. lalo  na ng ibang tao. Nakakapagod na isipin yung sarili. Tapos nadadagdagan pa yung pagod kapag iniisip mo yung iniisip ng iba. CONSCIOUS ba. I believe kaya puso ang tinitignan ng Lord kasi maliit lang 'to. Magkakaalaman talaga kung ano yung BEST na ilalagay natin dito. malimit na ma-correct ako ng Lord sa mga naiisip ko... tapos feeling ko na agad wala nang kwenta yung mga ginagawa ko. Nakalimutan ko na may puso pa pala ko... anu man yung mga dumaan sa isip ko, hindi yun mababago yung laman ng puso ko. At kung si Lord naman ang laman ng puso ko, hindi ako mabilis madidiscourage. Marami ako naiisip na iniisip sakin ng ibang tao. Kung anong tingin nila sa akin, kung anong iniisip at sinasabi nila sakin... Yun tuloy yung mga nagiging pundasyo...

I couldn't explain it in words so. I was just so grateful to be able to sing the greatness of God over my life.  Give me eyes to see more of who You are May what I behold still my anxious heart Take what I have know and break it all apart You my God are greater still No sky contains No doubt restrains From all You are the Greatness of our God And I'm overwhelmed by this: I spend my life to know that I'm far from close    To all You are   The Greatness of our God...

I have been with my highschool friends, one of them asked: "Sino may music sa phone ?" He turned to my phone and said, "May mga kanta yan?"  Pia: "Yup." Friend 2: "Naku! Puro Hillsong yan!" Pia: "Hindi kayaa!"  Then, confidently I added, "...Jesus Culture!" My best friend and I laughed. And I am happy.  I remember what the Lord told me before going to bed last night. The cost of following Jesus Christ. "I will follow You..."  It's a commitment. Engagement. Attachment. Jesus' involvement over our life. It's knowing that I must  do something even if it's against my will, against my convenience. It's gonna be wanting what I do not want to do; loving what I do not love & I haven't loved before. Losing what I have been keeping... But knowing that it's Jesus whom I'm gonna follow, it's gonna be experiencing amazing things and seeing miracles and doing great things! And ...

This was our last submission for our NSTP 2 class last semester. And I think I did great, he he. I passed the subject! Enjoy! 30 Principles I Live By 1. Where there is no sacrifice many things are being compromised. We may be doing the good thing yet the RIGHT thing is being neglected. 2. Laughter is NOT the best medicine, it's the inner peace that lingers on our soul. Laughter is nothing but physical, but the overflow of the heart's condition results to physical action.  3. It's not who you have invited, it's those who will stay.  4. Other people's heart is not our heart. We lessen our expectations with them 'cause their standards are not always the same with us. Having reminded of this always is being able to cope up with agitation. 5. Christianity is not for the sake of human convenience. That's why there are many who believe and still don't. Not till they find time to do so.  6. When nothing is good God is.  7. It's not always...

Perhaps I will perfect Love's definition. Perhaps Love would make me forget about myself. Perhaps I will look to Love and look only to Him. Perhaps I'll have less sentiment and be obedient. -Ping

Let me put it so simply. Simply Because. I wonder why "kids" today would use the internet for stupid purposes. And by "kids" I meant those whose age range from 12 up to the age they aren't so responsible enough with their lives... and the internet. Until this moment my patience still lingers to an account of some kid's account. And it's gonna burst any time this moment. It says there in her blog. ( I'm really making this very vague to prevent any assumptions of whom I'm throwing the stone to and eventually make a hater -post of me... Really. ) So here's the statement that has gotten on my nerve: i own my life and you own yours so dont **** with mine ! Why? Why??  Why is she in the social-networking site?? And why the use of such word?? Does that make it any more cooler?? Do you get reputation through cussing? If that so, well, people in the hierarchy must use it. But thank God it isn't. How much worse can happen to the humanity? ...

My ears are filled with not so strange sounds from a rescue operation. The scenario I mean. Now you imagine it; man on the radio, poor reception, battle still raging on, people shouting (be it a soldier or a civilian), gun shots, explosions... "Man down! Man down!" Are you hearing it more clearly now? If so, then we're both on with this. Keep on reading.  It's never a wonderful thing falling. Falling in love. (If you know the standards and have not yet met it, yes, it is not wonderful) Falling out of what have you. Falling and hitting the ground. Falling and hardly getting up. Seeing somebody fall. Falling on a trap. On  a miry clay. Hearing somebody fall. Seeing somebody hardly getting up. And vagueness in reading something about falling. It's something we don't usually talk about. It's something that doesn't catch our attention. But to whom & to what  it is connected it actually does.  To a man. Falling is quite a hard thing that can happen....